I Really Try!

I really try to enjoy everyday life as I used to. I used to go here go there go anywhere, sometimes just to say I went. But now, the more and more I'm around people I just would rather stay in my own house or world as some would say. I've always tried to give people the benefit of the doubt, but once again I got let down. So once again, it doesn't matter to me not to go out to bars, or to the movies (too expensive now) or even picky about the restaraunts I choose to go to.

All because I don't trust or haven't been proven wrong that big crowds draw trouble. So if I don't put myself in that situation I don't have to worry about being caught up in something that has nothing to do with me.